1. |
get away
03:12
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my friends and I all shared the same trends
we thought we'd last until the bitter end
never did I expect such distance
now I'm left with just resistance
but we all change, we're still growing
im sick of being embarrassed and scared. I want to be proud. I want to be loud.
i know that I'm not flawless. It's time I cut my losses
should I trim the fat, and start all over
missed opportunities and forgotten ambitions
i need to get away from here,
i need to get away from this gray
i'm acting like I have it all figured out
but I still don't know what life's about
i don't know what I'm doing
and I sure as hell don't know where I'm going
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2. |
miles (before i sleep)
02:11
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sitting on the edge of my bed
head in my hands
i think I've missed my chance
hardly a peak,
worse than a plateau
my future is bleak
my morale is weak
smart enough to know
not to judge myself against others
it's hard to ignore
the success of another
as I fight the urge to sleep
the memories of failure I will keep
everyone wants to be different
but I'm not a black sheep
if anything I'm grey,
i gave up yesterday
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3. |
hold your breath
04:01
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i'm stuck.
a long time ago I ran out of luck
i feel so much cognitive dissonance everyday
as I see the time slip away
my options pass like sand though my fingers, the pain still lingers
infinite possibilities reduced to none, not a single battle has been won
hesitation runs its course, I hang my head with remorse
unfolding in front of my eyes like a movie
my life is passing me by
i hate where I'm at and everything I do. I want something new
impatient and insensitive
no one can help, I hide behind myself.
today will be better I said
try not to think.
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4. |
brooding
01:02
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another sleepless night
my future once so bright
now everyday,
another low light
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5. |
dim
02:44
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i used to have hope
everything has become such a chore
i don't believe in anything anymore
i sigh harder everyday
motivation has gone astray
my goals so far away
is today, the day I finally wise up and make a change
i know, not deep down, but on the very surface of my skin, that I am nothing special
i just want everything to be less stressful
no more wasting time on being careful
don't you mind me
hold fast, cant flee
i'm closing in
but I know I can't win
another set back drains my energy like a leech
success is so far out of reach
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6. |
weight
03:03
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don't tell me you believe in me
we all know it doesn't help
i don't even believe in my self
another day begins and I'm still here
can't stand to look at myself in the mirror
this brooding is never ending
and I don't want to spend my time feeling sorry for myself
this ache in my chest is the only motivation I have left
the further along I get I realize I'm alone in this
surrounded by less people everyday
and I'm not even lonely
i'm not even mad
i'm not even sad
i'm not anything
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