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brooding

by good times

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1.
get away 03:12
my friends and I all shared the same trends we thought we'd last until the bitter end never did I expect such distance now I'm left with just resistance but we all change, we're still growing im sick of being embarrassed and scared. I want to be proud. I want to be loud. i know that I'm not flawless. It's time I cut my losses should I trim the fat, and start all over missed opportunities and forgotten ambitions i need to get away from here, i need to get away from this gray i'm acting like I have it all figured out but I still don't know what life's about i don't know what I'm doing and I sure as hell don't know where I'm going
2.
sitting on the edge of my bed head in my hands i think I've missed my chance hardly a peak, worse than a plateau my future is bleak my morale is weak smart enough to know not to judge myself against others it's hard to ignore the success of another as I fight the urge to sleep the memories of failure I will keep everyone wants to be different but I'm not a black sheep if anything I'm grey, i gave up yesterday
3.
i'm stuck. a long time ago I ran out of luck i feel so much cognitive dissonance everyday as I see the time slip away my options pass like sand though my fingers, the pain still lingers infinite possibilities reduced to none, not a single battle has been won hesitation runs its course, I hang my head with remorse unfolding in front of my eyes like a movie my life is passing me by i hate where I'm at and everything I do. I want something new impatient and insensitive no one can help, I hide behind myself. today will be better I said try not to think.
4.
brooding 01:02
another sleepless night my future once so bright now everyday, another low light
5.
dim 02:44
i used to have hope everything has become such a chore i don't believe in anything anymore i sigh harder everyday motivation has gone astray my goals so far away is today, the day I finally wise up and make a change i know, not deep down, but on the very surface of my skin, that I am nothing special i just want everything to be less stressful no more wasting time on being careful don't you mind me hold fast, cant flee i'm closing in but I know I can't win another set back drains my energy like a leech success is so far out of reach
6.
weight 03:03
don't tell me you believe in me we all know it doesn't help i don't even believe in my self another day begins and I'm still here can't stand to look at myself in the mirror this brooding is never ending and I don't want to spend my time feeling sorry for myself this ache in my chest is the only motivation I have left the further along I get I realize I'm alone in this surrounded by less people everyday and I'm not even lonely i'm not even mad i'm not even sad i'm not anything

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written by kenny, toshio, and matt. late summer/fall 2015
recorded, mixed, and mastered by toshio

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released November 8, 2015

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