i'm stuck.
a long time ago I ran out of luck
i feel so much cognitive dissonance everyday
as I see the time slip away
my options pass like sand though my fingers, the pain still lingers
infinite possibilities reduced to none, not a single battle has been won
hesitation runs its course, I hang my head with remorse
unfolding in front of my eyes like a movie
my life is passing me by
i hate where I'm at and everything I do. I want something new
impatient and insensitive
no one can help, I hide behind myself.