don't tell me you believe in me
we all know it doesn't help
i don't even believe in my self
another day begins and I'm still here
can't stand to look at myself in the mirror
this brooding is never ending
and I don't want to spend my time feeling sorry for myself
this ache in my chest is the only motivation I have left
the further along I get I realize I'm alone in this
surrounded by less people everyday
and I'm not even lonely
i'm not even mad
i'm not even sad
i'm not anything