i thought i was being realistic but deep down i'm thinking optimistic
i guess it's true
hope spring eternal
my intrusive thoughts begin to rot
tired of trying to be something i'm not
this sick sense of dissatisfaction is only a selfish reaction
feeding in to my self destructive habits
i know what i want and i still cant have it
i will make sure my dreams slip away from me
i will make sure my nightmares become reality
i'm afraid to admit it
i cant rationalize the way i thin
no matter how i look at it the lows feel even lower
i've realized i'm no fun to be around
there's nothing i have to show
oh the places ill never go
the things ill never know
the rug has been pulled out from underneath me
after so much time trying to break in,
someone gave me the key
i'm not the bright eyes kid i used to be,
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